i'm relapsing
collapsing
back into my old being
stand back gasping
at one thing
i'm nothing
nor something
that'll be everything
not that i'll be caring
bout what i'm becoming
i'm confusing
myself keep thinking
what am i doing
sit back reminiscing
old time rewinding
past tenses replaying
good deed
bad deed
i did
i eat
i spit
i puke
i look
i observe
i conserve
i reserve
i'm fake
i'll take
whatever u make
me, a cake?
i'll eat with a smile
when ur a mile
away, i'll fly
the cake down the pile
i'll laugh
when i cough
with handcuff
and stuff
stop it fool
n live life cool
