Monday, October 28, 2013

Budak Gembala dan Sang Serigala

Tolong!
Tolong!
Ada serigala nak makan kambing aku!

"Ah! Tiada serigala di sini! Kau cuma menipu!"

Tolong!
Tolong!
Serigala tu ada di depan kamu semua!

"Ah! Mana mungkin! Kami tidak melihat apa-apa!"

Tolong!
Tolong!
Serigala itu hendak menyerang kamu!
Lari!

"Argh!! Apakah ini?"

Tolong..
Tolong..
Semua orang dah mati..

Sabar, Budak Gembala.
Siapa suruh kau suka menipu?
Sampai tiada orang yang mempercayai kamu.
Manusia
Suka berprasangka
Disangka yang jahat itu pasti selamanya
Kerna tak mungkin pintu taubat terbuka
Kerna bila hati bertukar hitam
Tak mungkin yang putih datang mendiam
Kau buat jahat sekali, seribu tahun orang mengata
Amalan baik kau selama ini orang tak pandang walau sebelah mata

Sudahlah, Budak Gembala
Kau bercakap benar pun tak guna
Tiada siapa yang percaya
Mari ikut aku
Ke Neraka

Ujar Sang Serigala
Dalam senyum dan hilai tawa

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Insecure Narcissist

I'm a self-claimed narcissist. The truth is, I'm the biggest insecure freak. Well...not really. I never think that I'm ugly. Till I put on some makeup. Holy flying saucer! I look like a drag queen!

Back then, I was an almost-boyish girl. What? I was not boyish. I was a rude girl with bad temper. So I wasn't soft. I was hardcore.

One fine day, I decided to try something new. The makeup. So I did. I can't remember who, but someone said "Mcm PONDAN."

Scarred.
I was scarred.

Till today, whenever I make myself up, I'll feel drop-dead ugly.

And another thing is, if I go out of my comfort zone, I'm vulnerable. Anything you say will break me.

I do want to wear skirts and dresses. But they're not my glass of wine. I'm myself when I'm in pants.

Be careful with what you say. You don't know how grave the words might affect the other.

P/s : I look better naked. I mean, my face.