You know
When you're feeling low
Things move slow
It feels like ages
Like millions of pages
Keep turning em pages
Trying to find what page am I in
What phase that I'm facin'
Which part of the plot that I'm livin'
Or was it a different book?
Wait. Lemme have a look
"How to be a good cook"
Aha! Wrong one
Tolong!
Tolong!
Ada serigala nak makan kambing aku!
"Ah! Tiada serigala di sini! Kau cuma menipu!"
Tolong!
Tolong!
Serigala tu ada di depan kamu semua!
"Ah! Mana mungkin! Kami tidak melihat apa-apa!"
Tolong!
Tolong!
Serigala itu hendak menyerang kamu!
Lari!
"Argh!! Apakah ini?"
Tolong..
Tolong..
Semua orang dah mati..
Sabar, Budak Gembala.
Siapa suruh kau suka menipu?
Sampai tiada orang yang mempercayai kamu.
Manusia
Suka berprasangka
Disangka yang jahat itu pasti selamanya
Kerna tak mungkin pintu taubat terbuka
Kerna bila hati bertukar hitam
Tak mungkin yang putih datang mendiam
Kau buat jahat sekali, seribu tahun orang mengata
Amalan baik kau selama ini orang tak pandang walau sebelah mata
Sudahlah, Budak Gembala
Kau bercakap benar pun tak guna
Tiada siapa yang percaya
Mari ikut aku
Ke Neraka
Ujar Sang Serigala
Dalam senyum dan hilai tawa
I'm a self-claimed narcissist. The truth is, I'm the biggest insecure freak. Well...not really. I never think that I'm ugly. Till I put on some makeup. Holy flying saucer! I look like a drag queen!
Back then, I was an almost-boyish girl. What? I was not boyish. I was a rude girl with bad temper. So I wasn't soft. I was hardcore.
One fine day, I decided to try something new. The makeup. So I did. I can't remember who, but someone said "Mcm PONDAN."
Scarred.
I was scarred.
Till today, whenever I make myself up, I'll feel drop-dead ugly.
And another thing is, if I go out of my comfort zone, I'm vulnerable. Anything you say will break me.
I do want to wear skirts and dresses. But they're not my glass of wine. I'm myself when I'm in pants.
Be careful with what you say. You don't know how grave the words might affect the other.
P/s : I look better naked. I mean, my face.
I made this song for me.
I enjoy it very much.
Thanks, me.
Best birthday song ever.
http://khu.sh/songify_51eb2233b311e&v2
You know, when you have siblings that're born on the same month, it's usually their birthday celebration will be held together.
I can't help but to think that it's unfair.
I don't want 3-storey cake.
I don't want presents under the decorated tree.
I just wanna be celebrated on my ONLY special day.
My fav food will do...
And my bestfriend,
On purpose
Wished me a lil too late
I was a bit sensitive due to the non-celebration
So I sulked
I just want them to console me
Instead, they said "Well, kau pun selalu lupa birthday aku."
Ouch...
I took the words to my heart and let it cut through it
Making it bleeds
Yes
I am overly sensitive
I'm sorry...
But my birthday started off really nicely
I got 2 calls
2 lengthy birthday wishes
2 video messages
And 2 dedications on Istagram
I guess my birthday wasn't entirely bad
Thank you, to those few that made me smile
I love you
Ok.
So today's interesting!
Sub-tajuk : Si Kudung
Ada seorang pesalah
Kudung kaki sebelah
Konon ambil peguam
Tapi tiada berita, diam
Kesalahan 4 berderet
Nak lari tapi kaki sakit
Maka dia main wayang
Peguam tak nampak bayang
Orang kampung aku
Heh. Malu.
Sub-tajuk 2 : Majistret berhati besi
Perwatakan lembut suara halus
Tenangnya raut wajahnya mulus
Di sebalik semua yang tulus
Ada kata-kata yang telus
Dah kenapa aku berpantun ni.. "=.,=
Ceritanya mcm ni
Majistret tu serius lembut
Tak nampak kasar langsung
Suara tak pernah tinggi
But when he delivers his judgment,
Pergh!!
Terdiam aku
Aku yang terdiam
Ketepatan
Kejituan
Pergh!!
Aku respect habis
Ada kes saman JPJ
Budak tu bawa motor takde lesen
Tak pakai helmet
Takde roadtax
So, ayah dia ada la sekali
Majistret tanya
"Awak buat apa keluar naik motor pukul 2 3 pagi?"
Si anak menjawab
"Pergi memancing."
Berkata lagi Majistret
"Awak tau kan kalau takde lesen tak boleh bawa kenderaan. Tak pakai helmet pulak tu."
Muka Majistret berkerut
Nyata dia tak puas hati
Comel. Ahaks!
Majistret "menembak" pula si ayah
"Mcm mana awak boleh biarkan anak awak keluar pukul 3 pagi? Awak tak reti jaga anak ye?"
WHOA!!!!
BURN!!!!!
Hahahahahahaha!!
Right on the nose!
And btw,
Majistret tu lelaki
Dah berkahwin
Dan mempunyai anak
Umur?
Aku taktau
Sub-tajuk 3 : Si tua kutuk
Ada seorang atuk
Umur 65 tahun
Dituduh mencabul kehormatan jiran
Blergh!
Disgusting
Rasa jijik untuk kupas cerita ini dgn lebih lanjut.
Later, alligator.
I'm tired of posting shit I am not even interested in.
LAP was fun.
But I ain't gon always talk about it.
One day of excitement and that is all.
I , like the weather, change ever so rapidly.
Even before you can snap those fingers.
Act, I'm not feeling quite well today.
My body feels uncormfortable.
And based on my emotional equation, uncormfortableness = grumpiness.
I don't even care if "grumpiness" is not an actual word.
I'm writing without the internet and my ancient dictionary.
I can't check it up.
And when I get back home, I'll be too lazy to check it up.
To make my bad condition even worse, I drank an expired muhfukkin 100plus.
I took 5 big gulps.
It tasted weird.
Sour and yucky.
I thought it was my tastebuds acting up.
But then, I looked at the can's butt.
Screw this crap.
Best before 13/02/2013.
Fish you.
I'm dead.
I wanna go home.
