emptiness.........

i'm so bosan
bosan taik taik taik....
tiada apa hendak dibuat
so, tiada apa hendak ditulis...
tapi masih mahu menulis
jadi..
hasilnya?
TAIK!!!

ke perak

pergi ke perak mengambil adik
adik balik, asrama da cuti
emak mengajak mahukah ikut
saya mahu duduk seat depan~
-pantun taik2-

Second Nature...

my habit..
i've habit in almost everything
some r good n some r bad

Bath Time

Good Habit
- i let everybody takes shower first
- i don't overuse those shampoos n soaps (we share everything in my home. my lil bros n sis tend to use everything TO THE MAX. they even finished a tube of toothpaste in one bath time!!)
- i make sure the bathroom is USE-ABLE after i came out. (again, my lilz will always make the bathroom a shipwreck)

Bad Habit
- i took more than 1 hours at times. (i don't bathe often. it's the QUALITY matter not the QUANTITY. u got me??)
- i love to sing in the bathroom. not karaoke-ing but even held some kinda concert. i even insert those clapping-and-screaming-fans sound.
- i went berserk went somebody interrupt me in the middle of my CONCERT!! even at their crucial state i.e nk terkencing sgt3 n blablabla. i'll be like "tadi time org kasi can xnk plak membuang!! skang baru r nk terkencing bagai!!"

Munch2 Time

Good Habit
- i eat everything without complaining
- i finished my meal to the last sip of the soup. my plate will always be the most shiningly cleanest plate after meal. i even tried to eat up the bones just cuz i hate seeing those leftovers. i hate to waste cuz every bits count. (i smell pettiness....)
- i rarely make a conversation in a mealtime. i will always be like finished everything off then only i'll talk. cuz when i'm distracted, i'll lose my appetite just like *snapping finger* that.

Bad Habit
- i don't have a decent eating schedule. i can stand a whole day wit an empty stomach than few mins wit full stomach.
- i don't eat veggies. (always making up lame untrue excuse - i'm allergic to green thingy called veggies)
- i crave for something with blood. i mean MEAT. my mom always went "HUH?" when i "Mak, org rase nk makan makanan berdarah r.."
- i can hardly tell if the food is rotten especially the fruits. i always end up eating those ULATs in jambu air and the sour rambutan.....'+___+
- i eat in a big gulp n finish my meal faster than my buddies. (i think this is a good habit tho....) well. the bad part is when i get indigestion for that. duhh....

Chitchat Time

Good Habit
- i'm always the listener
- i'll laugh even to the lamest joke(my funny bones r just toooooo sensitive)
- i don't really gossip cuz i don't keep tracks wit the world.
- i agree to almost everything. meaning = i rarely make an argument
- i trust every single word told to me
- i don't interrupt others while they're talking

Bad Habit
- i only be friendly with ppl i noe
- even i do listen, i look focused, but the truth is, my mind is wandering...i'll be like "HAHAHAHAHA!! what didchu say?" friend(explaining) i'll go "HAHAHAHAHA!! what was tat again?" friend "SCREW U!!"
- i don't really noe how to respond to ppl story
- i can't interpret maksud tersirat just be str8 to the point will ya?
- i'm 70% blurr
- i change topic frequently n suddenly
- sometimes i talk gibberish n no one can understand me
- i love to make sound effects
- i exaggerate way to much
- i tell tale. not that i'm liar. it's just i believe in others lies that they're true.

Suke X Suke

this is what got me thinking n make ppl confuse everytime ..

1st SITUATION
hun : watcha doin babe?
me : watching JYP's mv- KISS...it SUX, man!!
hun : then y didchu watch it in the first place?
me : just feels like doing so~~ kekeke~

2nd SITUATION
me : aww~~ u hav chocolate?? i want some!!
fren : here u go.
me: omnomnomnom. but actually, i don't really like chocolate. omnomnom.
fren : ???? then wat the heck r u eating RN???
me : hehehehhehe~ *sheepish grin*

3rd SITUATION
i siriusly hate justin bieber!!
he SUX!!
he sounded like a LESBO!!
YADAYADAYADA
*the next minute*
me : *Google-ing Baby's lyric* oww man!! even his lyric is GAY!!
*YT-ing the MV*
next thing i noe, his song already stuck in my mind
in i was like "baby baby baby oooh~~"
SHOOT!!

Colors~

the day was white...
i was beaten black n blue
the things were written in black and white
it was one red evening
i forgot how green i was
but that yellow lights made me blue
it's too orange that i almost see purple
my sky was dark brown
the beige rain is about to fall
i noe
it was bittersweet
i was too byzantine
need some puce scene
goodnite...

What's up wit me??

aigoo...
bish..
feels like using those F words.
not in the mood
simply cuz i ain't got nuff sleep
dang my biological clock
i'm wide awake
but my brain...
my brain is dang tired!!
dang my eyes!!
can't u guys just close for a while???
PUHLEEZZ!!!
i'm beggin ya!!
like seriously dudes..
can't u guys work in unison?
ape yg penting???
KERJAFREAKINSAMA!!!

p/s : my body,mind n soul don't work in parallel...guess i need to deal wit this forever...