F***ing
Retarded
Insane
Entertaining
Needed
Dude
SThat's what FRIENDS stands for.
Everyone needs at least A friend.
Even an almost anti-socialist me needs friends.
I've never been alone.
Literally.
In my mind, my imagination, my thought, there's only me and me and no one else.
I'm in a family of 11 person.
How can I be alone?
NRLOLBIFTF!
I had communication problems.
I once in my kindergarten wrote in mirror image.
I was weird I guess.
I don't really talk much.
But I do rebel a lot.
I talk with my fists and feet.
I yell, scream and even growl.
Back then, I hated foul words the most.
Until I heard Eminem's song.
But still, I rarely curse out loud.
I mostly curse in black and white.
I once went through a COLD phase.
IONO why, but during this phase, I was extremely quiet.
I don't speak, I don't react, I was merely a statute.
But plus a cold stare and an IDGAFSGTHOOMF face.
Based on my deduction, I think, this may be because of lack of humanly communication.
This phase happened during my PMR and SPM long break time.
During these times, after a few days of holiday, I'll start to feel bored.
I'll lose my appetite, my feelings to chill out, my mood to even do something entertaining like watching TV and stuffs.
In the middle of the never-ending holiday, is the worst stage of this phase.
Even my younger sister complained to my mum.
She said "Mak, kenapa kakak nadia taknak cakap ngan orang? Dia macam dingin je."
I know she's hurt and I'm sorry.
Whenever she tries to make a conversation, I'll just glare and growl at her.
IONO what's gotten into me.
Now, when people said I'm cold and unfriendly, I wish they were in my younger sister's situation.
I've changed A LOT.
Trust me. I know everything about me.
FML. I was supposed to talk about FRIENDS!
Why do I always end up talking about ME?
Well, it's a narcissist's instinct.
ROTFLMAO.
p/s : Being a narcissist doesn't mean that I am selfish.