It's been a while eh?
Somebody has been visiting my blog quite frequently.
Whoever you are, I just wanna say sorry and thank you
Sorry cuz I've been neglecting my blog and thank you cuz eventhough I update nothing, you still come ere
YOU ROCK!
I wanna talk about God
I am not that religious but I can feel His love
I feel unworthy of it though
I disobeyed Him but He still cares, I forgot Him but He never once did
He still bestows me with blessings eventhough I took Him for granted
He's always there for me
When I'm happy, when I'm feeling suicidal
He didn't give up on me
He trusted me so He put me on a trial
But I failed so many times
I kinda lost faith in Him, I was in denial
I was lost..
In sin and desire
I was sure I'm destined to Hellfire
I lost all hope of Heavenly ending
I tried to pray but it felt like I was pretending
It didn't feel sincere but it's better than not trying
As I drown myself in despair
He showed me that He's fair
though life may not but He's there
He invited me to His lair
"God, help me"
He heard me and always going to hear me
Be it morning, night, even when the hour's ungodly
He'll listen to the deepest heart melancholy
"What did I do to deserve such love?" I ask myself daily
His love is so unconditional He loves His creations all equally
Forgive me, God
Forget me not
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