Brain damage

I hit my head often too hard
I'm afraid

A song for a shitty Sunday

Banana? Banana?
Usah ditanya
Banana banana
Oh tiada bezanya
Hatiku ceria
Bagai sang banana ah
Hari minggu hari bananana

Hilangkan rasa-rasa curiga
Duka dan banana ah
Mari kita menyanyi lagu
Banananana hey!
Esok kerja jadi hari ini
Kita berjumpa dengan
Banana yang tercinta

Hilangkan segala
Duka dan banana ow
Dengan lagunya The Banana
Banananananananana
Batman

Behind these hazelnuts

A selfie is a type of self-portrait photograph, typically taken with a hand-held digital camera or camera phone. (Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia)

Selfie sekarang dah jadi trend. I started with SELCA(Korean term for selfie). Kpop wave hit me hard, man. I thought I was going to end up wearing colorful skinny jeans. Kpop idols are so so so photogenic. Their selcas are too cute to be real. And yes, aku sangat-sangat terpengaruh. Since ada orang cakap muka aku macam Korean, so, why don't I embrace my Korean-ness.(BWAHAHAHAHA PERASAN GILA NAK MAMPUS) Maka bermulalah kegiatan selca ala-ala korea aku. Lepas snap, hantar kat kawan-kawan via the ancient MMS. Gigih! Biaq p r kredit kena sedut sampai berhinggit-hinggit. And most feedbacks are positive. Some even request for more. *hidung kembang kempis*

Tak payah cakap banyak, meh sini aku tunjuk selfie2 aku yang paling aku suka. Ambil kat Instagram je pun. HOHOHOHO!

Selfie atas motor yang bergerak. 

Level of difficulty : 100

Level of awesomeness : Infinity

Selfie "Selamat malam sayangku mmuah mmuah"
Level of rasa-macam-nak-sepak-ness : Sepuluhribujuta
Level of cuteness : -Sepuluhribujuta

Selfie "Chocolate-wasted"
Level of high-ness : Unicorn
Level of awesomeness : Dope

Selfie "Mak! Abah! Tengok ni orang study. Walaupun pemalas tapi masih study."
(Kategori : Self-timer)
Level of fake-ness : 100000(Aku tak pakai tudung pun dalam bilik. Memang sah fake)
Level of sincerity : Kalau dah upload tu kan ke namanya menunjuk. Tak ikhlas dah la.

Selfie "No-Filter"
Level of natural-ness : -57
Level of creativeness : Ultimatum. (Edit pakai Sketchbook mobile je kot.)

Selfie "The Conjuring"
Level of seram-ness : Ada cili tak kat gigi aku?
Level of blablabla : Malas dah nak tulis

Selfie "Pedo"
Level of pedo-ness : Grizzly bear
Level of

Selfie "The Conjuring 2 : Do you wanna play Hide & Clap?"
Level of seram-ness : Hantu Dalam Botol Kicap

Selfie "Hadiah dari Terangganu"
(Kategori : self-timer)
Kau mampu? Aku pakai Activ je kot snap gambar ni. Takde tripod takde hape. Solely creativity.

Selfie "Paling no filter"
This is the real me. How I usually look like. Totally unattractive. And selekeh.
Level of awsomeness : TERPALING SANGAT AWESOME DI DUNIA

Ni semua gambar baru. Gambar lama ada kat entry2 lama. Vain level pergi mampos. 

P/s : Tajuk sebenarnya nak buat "Behind these hazel eyes". Tapi mata aku biru. So, yeah. 

Because I'm not worth it

I'm not writing anything worth reading
Because I'm not worth it
Thank you for your time though

Lost

You know
When you're feeling low
Things move slow
It feels like ages
Like millions of pages
Keep turning em pages
Trying to find what page am I in
What phase that I'm facin'
Which part of the plot that I'm livin'
Or was it a different book?
Wait. Lemme have a look

"How to be a good cook"

Aha! Wrong one

Budak Gembala dan Sang Serigala

Tolong!
Tolong!
Ada serigala nak makan kambing aku!

"Ah! Tiada serigala di sini! Kau cuma menipu!"

Tolong!
Tolong!
Serigala tu ada di depan kamu semua!

"Ah! Mana mungkin! Kami tidak melihat apa-apa!"

Tolong!
Tolong!
Serigala itu hendak menyerang kamu!
Lari!

"Argh!! Apakah ini?"

Tolong..
Tolong..
Semua orang dah mati..

Sabar, Budak Gembala.
Siapa suruh kau suka menipu?
Sampai tiada orang yang mempercayai kamu.
Manusia
Suka berprasangka
Disangka yang jahat itu pasti selamanya
Kerna tak mungkin pintu taubat terbuka
Kerna bila hati bertukar hitam
Tak mungkin yang putih datang mendiam
Kau buat jahat sekali, seribu tahun orang mengata
Amalan baik kau selama ini orang tak pandang walau sebelah mata

Sudahlah, Budak Gembala
Kau bercakap benar pun tak guna
Tiada siapa yang percaya
Mari ikut aku
Ke Neraka

Ujar Sang Serigala
Dalam senyum dan hilai tawa

Insecure Narcissist

I'm a self-claimed narcissist. The truth is, I'm the biggest insecure freak. Well...not really. I never think that I'm ugly. Till I put on some makeup. Holy flying saucer! I look like a drag queen!

Back then, I was an almost-boyish girl. What? I was not boyish. I was a rude girl with bad temper. So I wasn't soft. I was hardcore.

One fine day, I decided to try something new. The makeup. So I did. I can't remember who, but someone said "Mcm PONDAN."

Scarred.
I was scarred.

Till today, whenever I make myself up, I'll feel drop-dead ugly.

And another thing is, if I go out of my comfort zone, I'm vulnerable. Anything you say will break me.

I do want to wear skirts and dresses. But they're not my glass of wine. I'm myself when I'm in pants.

Be careful with what you say. You don't know how grave the words might affect the other.

P/s : I look better naked. I mean, my face.